Tuesday, 22 July 2008

Don't change the subject... Answer my question

It all started on Thursday. An arranged dinner became naught because you had to hurry your homework before the dateline for sending to the press. Yes, you spent much time on your work and I don't blame you. In fact, I was already graceful enough to wait for you till 3am before chatting with you AFTER you have finished your work.

Granted, you became sick on Friday, down with bad sore throat and headache. Told you not to overwork and strained your already weak health and you don't want to listen. Yet you still continued into the wee hours to rush your work again. Oh well, I was too tired and fell asleep but in between remembered that your smses woke me up enough to reply back to you, even at 2am, 3am, etc while you are still working.

I have patience, I waited for your recovery from Sunday to Wednesday. Well, on Tuesday when you are better, we DID arranged for the missed dinner, didn't we? Yes, I know you have your meeting till 8+ or 9 and I told you I can wait and you agreed. Even though you said you would call me after the meeting and I thought that lots of time wasting trying to rush to your location. My initiative (and perhaps stupidity) is to drive down to your working location and I waited and waited and waited..... I never expect this sms coming from you "... going for dinner with colleagues and Sales Director..." Oh well, you knew very well that I was THERE waiting for you. Never mind, I told myself. Disappointed but not angry, after all I understood that you need to build your rapport with your working partners. To be truthful, I never even noticed that you didn't even send any "sorry" sms.

Next come Friday, still trying to make up for the arranged dinner. Yes, you are meeting a client near my residential area. It is a bonus for me as I am can easily picked you up fast. You told me you need a short while, perhaps 30mins or so. No problem! I waited and waited... From 7pm till 8pm till 9pm... till I told myself 9:30pm is the last timing, for my stomach cannot wait too! I called you and you never even answer. I sms-ed and receive no reply. What more do I have to say?

Still I was worried and I sms-ed you on Saturday "Are you okay?" and only then did I received your reply. But please, don't change the subject! I wanted to know why am I being stood up for more than 3 times within a week and yet receive no good explanation from you. Do you even care at all? Don't tell me that you have been receiving pervert calls in the wee hours. Just answer my question. Now I am pissed!


You knew very well that I am pissed already and therefore I do nothing more. Don't try to keeping sending a "good morning" sms every morning. I don't buy that anymore. I am already courteous to tell you now how I am feeling.... one word - BAD! Don't tell me now that you are so busy with your presentation and work and yet still got your last CFA exams on coming Monday. You did not answer my question and don't change the subject.

All I want you to do is simple - answer my question. You are NOT being responsible to account for your actions and what you have did. So don't change the subject for I will not reply back anymore to you!

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