Karma will catch up with you one day... this is for sure!

I am in agony. I feel like a piece of meat, being eaten, being used, and later being dumped. Yes, I was wrong initially to say something nasty to my Dear. For that, I suffered many many nights of agony and lost her in the end, and my whole career up in ashes already. This is my Karma, I accepted it and I shall repent in time to come.

But do understand one fact. You reap what you sow. I had my karma, so shall you! Understand one matter, if all your sms-es and concern are geared towards your SAM, please ask other people! I am not interested to talk about him at all. I already give you so much hint like "I am not him, cant answer on his behalf..." to tell you don't ask me what should you do to get him back or what did he meant by this and that, etc.

If all your concerns are about SAM, do bear a thought for the person whom you are asking! I am very very hurt inside and is in pain when you asked me these matters. What can be worst when I sms-ed you so many times and you don't even bother to reply back. And when you sms-ed me, you EXPECT a PROPER reply and I got 3 repeating sms-es if my reply is not prompt or if I do not want to answer the question, I get a tick-off sms like "Y not tell me wat is the point of him doin all these ?"! Who am I to you then? Just a PIECE of talking machine, giving you opinions? Are you blind to these facts? I seriously don't think so, you have on your forehead the 3 lines of LKY, the mark of a smart people. For that, I am telling you "DO NOT PLAY OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS!" Because Karma will catch up with you one day!

Seriously, if you are able to tell me this "I tink u tink too highly of urself u r nv tt important tt i'll mention u in my blog ... to leave or not u decide it doesn't bother me at all ...", what do you expect me to do? I already prepared myself mentally that I am going to get out of this mess and will remain passive and let everything be as it is now. Why of all matters, when I sms-ed you on Thursday 10 sms-es and I got that super unfriendly reply; and on Friday, I have decided not to sms you anymore and you decided to disturb me in the evening with your nonsense again and it goes "Wat does he mean by tellin me thou we may not b together now but who noes in future ... He repeated this 2 me 3times in a row askin if i understood wat he mean" Let me tell you this! Your problem with him is not my problem! Don't get me involved! Are you such an attention-seeker that you find it suffocating and embarrassing if no one bother to pay any attention to you anymore?

Anyhow, you never read my blog, so it is okay to write whatever I want. Even if you do read my blog, you know what to do and if you still continue to do what you are doing; then understand this, my hatred for you has started building up too.
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[I was tossing the whole night in bed thinking and thinking and thinking; ended up decided to amend the whole passage at 3am in the morning!]